A PREMATURE PRECIOUS CHILD, CALEB ANDREI…A GREAT BLESSING FROM OUR DEAR GOD!
Greetings in the Most Precious Name of Jesus.. September 15, 2008; 5:37 p.m.. My son’s journey in this Earth has just begun.. He is a great masterpiece of our dear Lord! As I remember, there were lots time that I cried unto the Lord to bless us a child.. I will never ever forget the time I cried because when I saw a little cute girl, probably she was 3 years old, I asked her Dad if I can take a picture of her and he said “yeah, sure” but when I almost took it, her mother came out from the door of BLOCKBUSTER store and grabbed her child and she said, “why did you let her do that”.. I was not able to take her picture and she acted as if Im stealing her child.. I cried on Rance’s chest and sobbed like a child asking for candy.. but my heart was really aching because of that and I asked the Lord, “when will you give me my own child, oh God?”.. and I felt that comfort from Him through Rance’s embrace.. I knew that time that God heard me.. I always cried unto Him and right now, while I’m typing this I’m crying and I’m lifting His Name on HIGH! He is a great God.. a God who hears our cries.. He is not like human who promises us and let us hopes for nothing.. As I was looking unto my son today while I was breastfeeding him, I couldnt stop thanking God for blessing him unto us.. I had a very very difficult pregnancy from the very beginning.. I found out that I was pregnant when I was 1 month and 5 days pregnant, I wont forget the time that God announced the answer to His promise! I was bleeding on my 2nd month which scared me so bad..and found out that I have a high blood pressure which I had it before I got pregnant and started when I was only 17 years old.. after that, I hurt my hips and couldnt walk for a while so I had to be on wheelchair. As a pregnant woman, I had to take Aldomet. At first, I didnt want to take it and I asked my Ob if its safe to a pregnant woman to take it and if its ok to breastfeed after I give birth.. and she said, of course she wont give it to me if its not.. well, she was right, but I just want to be careful, you know.. I started taking it from 250mg twice a day and since I changed my Ob which I had to and my former Ob recommended me to a high risk pregnancy Ob, he prescribed me to take 500mg 4 times a day.. but my blood pressure stayed high and he added another medicine, apresoline which gave me headache so I had to quit taking it.. and my former Ob put me on bedrest in July and told me that I might gave birth on my 32nd weeks.. I always had blood test everytime I had my Ob check up.. But I jut entrusted my son to God and as the days went by, honestly, I was scared and nervous! But my Lord and Saviour calmed me down.. He is my Rock, my Refuge! I know that everything will be ok.. My prayer was just please let my baby be safe, healthy and I just entrusted his life unto Him.. I was thinking about him everyday if he will be healthy physically.. I was scared to look at preemies baby on the internet because what I was seeing there breaks my heart.. those baby with incomplete development with their skin, lungs etc, etc.. eventhough my blood test went fine, on Sept 11, I had 179/125 BP on my Ob check up and he told me that I had to be admitted in the hospital, I collected my 24 urine and the result was I had a SUPERIMPOSED PREECLAMPSIA, we were both in danger and the only way to save him is to take him out of my tummy.. they injected me 2 steroids to mature his lungs.. that night, I told God LET HIS WILL BE DONE! Sept 15, 2008 was the time that was God set for us to see our precious child, Caleb Andrei and by the time my Doctor showed Caleb after the surgery, and when I first heard his cry it sounded like a very wonderful music to my ear I just said “praise the Lord, Hallelujah”!
LORD, I PRAISE YOU FOR YOUR GOODNESS! ONCE AGAIN LORD, YOU JUST SHOWED ME HOW GREAT YOU ARE! I WILL NEVER EVER STOP PRAISING YOU.. I KNOW IM A SINNER & FORGIVE ME LORD, LET MY LIFE BE A LIVING SACRIFICE LORD! THANK YOU OH GOD.
