God’s Power In My Life

God keeps His promise, & He will not allow you to be tested beyond your power to remain firm, at the time you are put to the test, He will give you the strength to endure it, and so provide you with a way out.. (The Lord will fulfill His purpose for you! be still and know that He is always with you!) body {background: url(’http://img142.imageshack.us/img142/3696/wearybkgrndvx2.jpg’}

SA AKING KAARAWAN, minsan pa Oh Diyos

Filed under: Uncategorized — blessedladyfate at 11:11 pm on Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Panginoon, sinasamba Kita! Lumalapit ako sa Iyo at nagpapakumbaba.. Sa mga sandali pong ito, nais kong itaas Ka sa buhay! Panginoon, napakabuti Mo! Hindi nga po ako karapat-dapat sa pagmamahal Mo.. Isa nga po akong maruming basahan sa harapan Mo.. Napakaraming beses na Kitang nasaktan subalit nanatili Kang mapagmahal at hindi Ka nagbabago sa kabila ng hindi ako tapat sa Iyo.. Panginoon, nakikita Mo po ang puso ko sa mga sandaling ito.. Lubos akong nagpapasalamat sa kadakilaan ng pag-ibig Mo.. Sumasamo sa Iyong paglinga, at nagpapasalamat sa kabutihan Mo.. Habang binabalikan ko ang aking nakaraan Oh Diyos, sa bawat sandali ng aking buhay, naging matapat Ka kahit pa nga ilang beses Kitang nasasaktan.. Salamat po sa pagkakaloob Mo sa akin ng kumpletong parte ng katawan na walang kapansanan, sa bahay na matitirahan, sa araw at maging sa buwan, sa mga halaman, mga hayop, sa lahat ng mga taong nagmamahal sa akin, sa lahat ng biyayang ipinagkakaloob Mo sa akin sa araw araw, sa isang mabuting asawa, mapagmahal na biyenan, sa isang malusog na anak, mga kaibigan, maging sa mga suliraning dumating po sa buhay ko, nagpapasalamat ako dahil dun ko nakita at napatunayan ang kadakilaan Mo sa akin at sinamahan Mo ako sa lahat ng pagkakataong hindi ko kayang harapin ang sakit at hirap ng kalooban at ng aking katawan.. Alam ko po na ang lahat ng ito ay pansamantala lamang Oh Diyos.. Dalangin ko na patuloy Mo akong gamitin upang maging isang biyaya sa mga taong nakapaligid sa akin.. Wala po akong maipapagmamalaki sa Iyo, Oh Diyos.. Salamat po at binago Mo ako Oh Diyos.. Sa aking ika29 na kaarawan, nagpapasalamat po ako sa buhay na ipinahiram Nyo sa akin.. Sa kapatawaran ng aking mga kasalanan at higit sa lahat, sa pagibig Mo sa akin na ipinagkaloob sa pamamagitan ng buhay ni Hesus at sa relasyon na meron ako sa pagitan ng Kapangyarihan Mo oh Ama, sa matamis at makapangyarihang Pangalan ni Hesus at sa paghahari ng Banal na Espiritu .. Oh Diyos, patuloy Mo nga pong linisin ang buong pagkatao ko upang sa paglapit ko sa Iyo sa araw araw ng aking buhay ay walang sagabal para maramdaman Kita.. Panginoon, sa pagkakaloob Mo sa aming magasawa ng isang malusog na sanggol, hindi po sapat at salitang “SALAMAT” upang maiparating ko sa Inyo ang lubos na pagpupugay sa kadakilaan Mo.. Muli sa Iyo ko na po ipinagkakatiwala ang buhay ng aking anak, ang relasyon ko sa aking asawa, sa mga kapatid ko at mga mahal sa buhay, mga kaibigan at sa kanilang mga mahal sa buhay at sa mga taong alam kong may dalang bigat sa kanilang puso.. Oh Diyos, dalangin ko na pagkalooban Mo ng lakas ang mga taong nanghihina ng pananampalataya sa Iyo, ang mga taong nakakilala sa Iyo subalit dahil sa gawa ng Kaaway ay nagkakamali ng landas.. Maghari Ka sa buhay ng mga taong walang masasandigan Oh Diyos, sa mga taong naghahanap ng tunay na kaligayahan na nagaakalang nasa mundong ito ang katugunan ng lahat.. ang mga taong sinasamba ang kanilang kayamanan, kapangyarihan o kagandahan ng kanilang panlabas na anyo.. Nawa po ay magising ang bawat pusong nauuhaw sa presensya Mo.. Panginoon, inilalapit ko sa Iyo ang bansang Pilipinas at nawa ay Ikaw ang maghari dun.. at buong mundo na Ikaw lang ang gumawa ng lahat..
 Nawa po ang mga plano Mo sa buhay ko ang maghari, ang Iyong pagibig na di magmamaliw kailanman ang kailangan ko.. Muli Panginoon, minsan pa hayaang Mong ibalik ko sa Iyo ang pinakamataas na pagsamba, papuri, pagdakila at maghari ka nawa sa buhay ko, sa puso ko.. Ikaw nga oh Diyos ang may-ari ng lahat lahat sa buhay ko, hayaan Mong sa bawat galaw ko, maging kalugod lugod ito sa harapan Mo…. maghari Ka Oh Diyos sa buhay ko, sa puso ko, Panginoong Hesus maghari Ka.. Salamat Oh Diyos at tinawag Mo ako para paglingkuran Ka.. Muli Panginoon, maraming salamat at binago Mo ang aking buhay, manatili Ka nawa sa piling ko..
 IM GIVING YOU BACK ALL THE GLORY, HONOR AND POWER IN THE SWEET AND MIGHTY NAME OF JESUS.. AMEN..

A PREMATURE PRECIOUS CHILD, CALEB ANDREI…A GREAT BLESSING FROM OUR DEAR GOD!

Filed under: Uncategorized — blessedladyfate at 4:40 am on Monday, September 29, 2008
Greetings in the Most Precious Name of Jesus.. September 15, 2008; 5:37 p.m.. My son’s journey in this Earth has just begun.. He is a great masterpiece of our dear Lord! As I remember, there were lots time that I cried unto the Lord to bless us a child.. I will never ever forget the time I cried because when I saw a little cute girl, probably she was 3 years old, I asked her Dad if I can take a picture of her and he said “yeah, sure” but when I almost took it, her mother came out from the door of BLOCKBUSTER store and grabbed her child and she said, “why did you let her do that”.. I was not able to take her picture and she acted as if Im stealing her child.. I cried on Rance’s chest and sobbed like a child asking for candy.. but my heart was really aching because of that and I asked the Lord, “when will you give me my own child, oh God?”.. and I felt that comfort from Him through Rance’s embrace.. I knew that time that God heard me.. I always cried unto Him and right now, while I’m typing this I’m crying and I’m lifting His Name on HIGH! He is a great God.. a God who hears our cries.. He is not like human who promises us and let us hopes for nothing.. As I was looking unto my son today while I was breastfeeding him, I couldnt stop thanking God for blessing him unto us.. I had a very very difficult pregnancy from the very beginning.. I found out that I was pregnant when I was 1 month and 5 days pregnant, I wont forget the time that God announced the answer to His promise! I was bleeding on my 2nd month which scared me so bad..and found out that I have a high blood pressure which I had it before I got pregnant and started when I was only 17 years old.. after that, I hurt my hips and couldnt walk for a while so I had to be on wheelchair. As a pregnant woman, I had to take Aldomet. At first, I didnt want to take it and I asked my Ob if its safe to a pregnant woman to take it and if its ok to breastfeed after I give birth.. and she said, of course she wont give it to me if its not.. well, she was right, but I just want to be careful, you know.. I started taking it from 250mg twice a day and since I changed my Ob which I had to and my former Ob recommended me to a high risk pregnancy Ob, he prescribed me to take 500mg 4 times a day.. but my blood pressure stayed high and he added another medicine, apresoline which gave me headache so I had to quit taking it.. and my former Ob put me on bedrest in July and told me that I might gave birth on my 32nd weeks.. I always had blood test everytime I had my Ob check up.. But I jut entrusted my son to God and as the days went by, honestly, I was scared and nervous! But my Lord and Saviour calmed me down.. He is my Rock, my Refuge! I know that everything will be ok.. My prayer was just please let my baby be safe, healthy and I just entrusted his life unto Him.. I was thinking about him everyday if he will be healthy physically.. I was scared to look at preemies baby on the internet because what I was seeing there breaks my heart.. those baby with incomplete development with their skin, lungs etc, etc.. eventhough my blood test went fine, on Sept 11, I had 179/125 BP on my Ob check up and he told me that I had to be admitted in the hospital, I collected my 24 urine and the result was I had a SUPERIMPOSED PREECLAMPSIA, we were both in danger and the only way to save him is to take him out of my tummy.. they injected me 2 steroids to mature his lungs.. that night, I told God LET HIS WILL BE DONE! Sept 15, 2008 was the time that was God set for us to see our precious child, Caleb Andrei and by the time my Doctor showed Caleb after the surgery, and when I first heard his cry it sounded like a very wonderful music to my ear I just said “praise the Lord, Hallelujah”!
 
LORD, I PRAISE YOU FOR YOUR GOODNESS! ONCE AGAIN LORD, YOU JUST SHOWED ME HOW GREAT YOU ARE! I WILL NEVER EVER STOP PRAISING YOU.. I KNOW IM A SINNER & FORGIVE ME LORD, LET MY LIFE BE A LIVING SACRIFICE LORD! THANK YOU OH GOD.