Oh Jesus, You’re all I need!
O Lord my God, I called to you for help and You healed me.’ ‘You turned my wailing into dancing; You removed my sackcloth and clothed me with joy, that my heart may sing to You and not be silent. O Lord my God, I will give You thanks for ever.’ (Psalm 30:2,11&12)
As I look back over the past three years and see what God has done in my life, I am absolutely stunned. Back then, all the insecurity and confusion that was a huge part of my life was coming to a head. Whereas I had always run away to hide or put on a ‘happy’ mask in times of despair, I found I could no longer do this. I think I had always been vaguely aware of someone or something far greater than me who could help me, but how did you get in touch with Him? I was sick for two days, my back was sore.. Its like for other people they might think that i am physically indispose but not just that.. I missed the presence of the Lord so much.. We were so busy having our bible study but I want my life be more closer to Him.. Oh God, You are the only One who can satisfy me Lord! I need You more, more of You Lord and less of me.. I am nothing without You Lord! Anuman po Panginoon ang mga bagay na naisip ko, nasabi ko o nagawa ko na hindi nakalugod sa Iyo, gaano man po ito kaliit o kalaki, nagsusumamo po ako na ibalik Mo po ang lahat ng nawalang kalakasan sa akin at patawarin Mo po ako! Ikaw lamang Panginoon ang nakakalam ng nilalaman ng aking puso.. Panginoon, patuloy Mo po akong durugin at ang kapurihan Mo lang ang maghari sa aking buhay! Lord, Oh my God, how precious and how wonderful is Your constant care for me. Your love engulfs me like a mighty ocean, immersing me in Your clear, pure light. You are my desire Lord! You’re all I need! And yet my Lord, my heart cries out in longing - Oh to know the deepest depths of that ocean’s satisfying life! To know You, my Father, as a child relates in intimate fellowship with his father. There is no life nor love, no happiness, no joy, no peace, my Jesus, but from You. At times my Lord, my heart is heavy and lonely, fearful and afraid of the faces - the faces around me, looking, mocking, judging. And then, Lord, there are the faces that are loving, imploring, reaching out, saying come with us to enjoy the reality of the clear, pure light of your love. Why do I hold back Lord, what fear befalls and prevents me from entering into the reality of your rest? My Jesus, You are the Way, and - my being yearns for the reality of your healing, restoring presence flowing ever through me. I will praise you, my Jesus, in songs of joy and you will not leave me in the valley of fear and despair, but will lift me up on eagles’ wings to soar in the realms of Your glory. Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me. Do not cast me from Your presence or take Your Holy Spirit from me. Restore to me the joy of Your salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me.. Thank You Lord for giving me thoughful friends, wonderful husband and loving parents in law.. Most of all Lord, Thank You for saving me and for giving Your Son to die for my sins..Oh God, how I long to be with my Inay Lord.. Allow us to have our vacation on December Lord so that the desire of my heart to have a bible study in the Philippines will happen.. I pray right now that You will make ready the hearts of my neighbors there and they will come to the Saving knowledge of Your Son, Jesus Christ.. Lord, I thank You now for the victory in my life.. Bless every reader of my friendsters page and blog, Lord! I pray that they will come to seek You also.. You know their needs Lord and hear their paryers, Oh God! May Your Glory shine upon my life Lord! Just use me Lord to bless other people and may I be humble enough not to lift my life but You alone; so that You will be glorified! I love You Lord with all my heart and may Your grace sustain me for the rest of my days.. Im giving back all the glory, honor and adoration in Your Most Precious Name, Jesus. Amen!
Lord here’s the song of my heart today:
Spirit fill this place
From the depth of my heart
I cry out to you.
Search me oh God,
as the light of Your word
draws me closer to You..
I surrender to You Lord
all that I am.
All that I have,
I give it to You.
In you presence I dwell
all that I am.
All that i have,
It is in You!
Like the desert
my soul thirsts for You.
Let your healing water flow.
I am broken at your feet
oh God
Father take everything in me..
All I want is in you …
ASK GOD TO DWELL IN YOUR HEART!
In Your Hands,
~Sis MeLoDy~
"not I, but Christ"
Galatians 2:20
